Vicky Devika's Blog
Consciousness, Creativity, and the Alchemy of Transformation
Here, we explore the intersections of mind, energy, and desire—where science meets mysticism and creativity flows freely.
Each post is a step into the unknown, offering insights, reflections, and practical tools for expanding your awareness and reclaiming your authentic self.
Fetish, Freedom, or Something Else? Unmasking the Hidden Forces Behind Compulsion
What if the desires that feel most personal—those fantasies you can’t seem to live without—aren’t entirely yours? What if some of the most intense urges you experience are being fueled by something outside of you—invisible forces that latch onto emotional wounds and feed off your shame, compulsions, and isolation? For the longest time, I was terrified of talking about this—scared of being dismissed as crazy, or worse, ridiculed for going “too deep.” But through my own healing journey and working closely with clients, it became impossible to ignore. Some kinks and compulsions aren’t just tricky behaviors to manage—they’re symptoms of something far more insidious: external energy structures that hijack your desires and identity.
Going Against the Grain - Why I Took a Stand on Deprogramming Fetishes
Stepping into my truth and sharing a framework for deprogramming fetishes has been one of the most challenging—and ultimately rewarding—decisions of my life. For someone who has spent years immersed in the kink and fetish world, both personally and professionally, going against the grain of the “anything goes” ethos felt like a monumental shift. It’s no small thing to challenge a cultural narrative that celebrates limitless exploration of desire. Yet, the more I delved into the real emotional, psychological, and energetic impact of some fetishes, the more I realized that helping people reclaim their autonomy required me to speak out.
Stepping Into Purpose - The Journey from Correction to Mission
This iteration of my site and my work is the culmination of years of profound soul-searching, healing, and deep introspection. The past few years, in particular, have been grueling at times, filled with trials that forced me to confront parts of myself I had long kept hidden. Yet, with every challenge came a breakthrough, and today I find myself in the most aligned and purposeful place I have ever been on this journey.